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Jul. 16th, 2009

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A Soldier Comes Home

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

 

On July 5, The Post published a letter from Martha Gillis of Springfield, whose nephew, Lt. Brian Bradshaw, was killed in Afghanistan on June 25, the day that Michael Jackson died. The letter criticized the extensive media coverage of Jackson's death compared with the brief coverage of Lt. Bradshaw's death. Among the responses was the following letter, written July 9 by an Air National Guard pilot and a fellow member of the crew that flew Lt. Bradshaw's body from a forward base in Afghanistan to Bagram Air Base. Capt. James Adair, one of the plane's pilots, asked the editorial page staff to forward the letter to the Bradshaw family. He and Brian Bradshaw's parents then agreed to publication of these excerpts.

 

Dear Bradshaw Family,

We were crew members on the C-130 that flew in to pick up Lt. Brian Bradshaw after he was killed. We are Georgia Air National Guardsmen deployed to Afghanistan for Operation Enduring Freedom. We support the front-line troops by flying them food, water, fuel, ammunition and just about anything they need to fight. On occasion we have the privilege to begin the final journey home for our fallen troops. Below are the details to the best of our memory about what happened after Brian's death.

We landed using night-vision goggles. Because of the blackout conditions, it seemed as if it was the darkest part of the night. As we turned off the runway to position our plane, we saw what appeared to be hundreds of soldiers from Brian's company standing in formation in the darkness. Once we were parked, members of his unit asked us to shut down our engines. This is not normal operating procedure for that location. We are to keep the aircraft's power on in case of maintenance or concerns about the hostile environment. The plane has an extremely loud self-contained power unit. Again, we were asked whether there was any way to turn that off for the ceremony that was going to take place. We readily complied after one of our crew members was able to find a power cart nearby. Another aircraft that landed after us was asked to do the same. We were able to shut down and keep lighting in the back of the aircraft, which was the only light in the surrounding area. We configured the back of the plane to receive Brian and hurried off to stand in the formation as he was carried aboard.

Brian's whole company had marched to the site with their colors flying prior to our arrival. His platoon lined both sides of our aircraft's ramp while the rest were standing behind them. As the ambulance approached, the formation was called to attention. As Brian passed the formation, members shouted "Present arms" and everyone saluted. The salute was held until he was placed inside the aircraft and then the senior commanders, the sergeant major and the chaplain spoke a few words.

Afterward, we prepared to take off and head back to our base. His death was so sudden that there was no time to complete the paperwork needed to transfer him. We were only given his name, Lt. Brian Bradshaw. With that we accepted the transfer. Members of Brian's unit approached us and thanked us for coming to get him and helping with the ceremony. They explained what happened and how much his loss was felt. Everyone we talked to spoke well of him -- his character, his accomplishments and how well they liked him. Before closing up the back of the aircraft, one of Brian's men, with tears running down his face, said, "That's my platoon leader, please take care of him."

We taxied back on the runway, and, as we began rolling for takeoff, I looked to my right. Brian's platoon had not moved from where they were standing in the darkness. As we rolled past, his men saluted him one more time; their way to honor him one last time as best they could. We will never forget this.

We completed the short flight back to Bagram Air Base. After landing, we began to gather our things. As they carried Brian to the waiting vehicle, the people in the area, unaware of our mission, stopped what they were doing and snapped to attention. Those of us on the aircraft did the same. Four soldiers who had flown back with us lined the ramp once again and saluted as he passed by. We went back to post-flight duties only after he was driven out of sight.

Later that day, there was another ceremony. It was Bagram's way to pay tribute. Senior leadership and other personnel from all branches lined the path that Brian was to take to be placed on the airplane flying him out of Afghanistan. A detail of soldiers, with their weapons, lined either side of the ramp just as his platoon did hours before. A band played as he was carried past the formation and onto the waiting aircraft. Again, men and women stood at attention and saluted as Brian passed by. Another service was performed after he was placed on the aircraft.

For one brief moment, the war stopped to honor Lt. Brian Bradshaw. This is the case for all of the fallen in Afghanistan. It is our way of recognizing the sacrifice and loss of our brothers and sisters in arms. Though there may not have been any media coverage, Brian's death did not go unnoticed. You are not alone with your grief. We mourn Brian's loss and celebrate his life with you. Brian is a true hero, and he will not be forgotten by those who served with him.

We hope knowing the events that happened after Brian's death can provide you some comfort.

Sincerely,

 

 

Capt. James Adair

 

 

Master Sgt. Paul Riley

 

GA ANG 774 EAS Deployed

I came across this article on Washington Post. Found it to be highly emotionally charged article. We remember the fallen, those who sacrifice their lives for us. They leave behind their families, their loved ones to fight in a war just to ensure acts of terrors do not occur on Continental US or on US interests overseas. This is to ensure no Americans will ever be kidnapped and executed on live TV, to remove the emotional trauma.

The men who fell are Sons, Daughters, Brothers, Sisters, Uncles, Aunties, Nieces, Nephews, Fathers and Mothers to many other innocent civilians. They range from fresh face youths like me to battle hardened soldiers, some who are on their 3rd or even more combat tours. They face extreme conditions, harsh conditions that take their on their mental and emotional mind. I feel for them. I feel that as a nation we should be doing more for these men and women who are taking the fight to those bastards who deserved to be strapped to the electrical chairs and fucking fried. More resources must be committed.

THIS IS A WAR WE CANNOT AND WILL NOT LOSE. Losing is not an option, losing allows the fanatics to establish an Islamic Caliphate empire spanning the entire Middle East to Central Asia and South East Asia. Blood will be spilled and must be spilled for us to win. We need every resources we can harness to be placed into this war. We must resolve the Isreali - Palestine conflict. Jerusalem would have to be both nations' capital. The Old City must be both countries capital. Once the Isreali - Palestine conflict has been resolved, we would be able to take the winds out of those bastards sails. We need to stamp out corruption in those Islamic countries. Princes from Saudi Arabia live like royalty while their people are left to hang in the wind. This is not the way to go. Wealth must be distributed.

We need to educate the uneducated in the Northern Horn of Africa. We need to provide them with the ability to choose, to choose a brighter future and not choose the only option available to them which is to join those fanatics in their global war.

Most of all we need to win! We must ensure the countless scarifice made by our brave men and women of the Army, Navy, Air force, Marines & PJs are all worth it. We must honor their memories.
 

Jul. 15th, 2009

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i know why lawyers have chicken shit handwriting. cos of our weird tutors who limit what we can bring in for exams. thanks to them we have mastered the ability to write like shit in order to stuff words into limited papers. i actually can write microscopic words on my papers and still know wtf i am writing abt. FML man

Jul. 14th, 2009

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aye, how now? Mr Jerome ( the french guy ) emailed to ask if i want to do 2 essays for the UN Climate Change Conference. If my papers are selected i get to go Denmark as an official delegate. wtf HOW NOW SHOULD I WRITE NOT? wahlau

see here's the time when i need your counsel but you aren't here.

Tonight - FM Static
I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

Jul. 12th, 2009

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wahlau, i swear i hate you guys sia. u all sucks balls man. lol.

so my buddies asked me out to watch Ice Age 3. Midnight show. then they all aeroplane me. leaving me out there to watch the god damn show alone. u all ah horrible fuckers u know not. 8 of you ah. _|_ sucks ur balls la sia

Jul. 10th, 2009

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One step forward and two steps back
the reason why we will never end up anywhere but the ditches.

i wonder why i bother putting in the effort for you. wonder why i ever fucking bother encouraging you and to try motivating you.
only to slam in the face with the words not really la and then followed up idk just dont need la.

i wonder why i bothered doing anything for anyone. see that's the problem isn't it? if i cant throw you far enough, i obviously can't trust you.

why the hell do you have to go and make things so complicated. sometimes a simple yes would suffice.

Jul. 9th, 2009

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will you come for me from across the sea
will you care for me till my last breath
if I was far from you didn't know what happened to me
will i find a place in your heart
so take, take me as I am
you don't understand what can i do to make you

Jul. 7th, 2009

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so how now brown cow. u tell me what to do.

 

anyway, something MORE upbeat. :D

the marines have launched Operation Khanjar in Helmand, Southern Afghanistan. Its time to break the Taliban & the warlords back. Simple objectives : Clear Helmand, Hold Helmand, Rebuilt Helmand. Seizing Helmand means one can more or less control the roads to the entire south afghanistan which means reducing the inflood of Paks coming in from the South. Furthermore holding Helmand means holding the Poppy fields. Holding Poppy fields = to breaking the Taliban financial back. No money = no guns & bombs. Simple enough eh? like real. moving around in that country is like swimming against the bloody tide. corrupted officials etc. u hand them 100 bucks to buy some food, bastards take the 100bucks and buy poppy fueling the narcotics trade which in turn funds the taliban. these people dont see the danger they are posing to themselves.

In the event that the central govt fall, the entire country will become a bloody ancient china all over again, whereby warlords fought with each other for land. The fall of Afghanistan will trigger a fall in Pakistan. NOW WE DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. FOR OBVIOUS REASONS, THOSE GUYS HAVE NUKES! we do not need nukes floating around in the hands of a bunch of zealords who will be more then happy to fire one at neighbouring countries for fun.

Af-Pak = the world biggest fucking nightmare. Imagine a bunch of zealords seizing a bunch of nukes. that would be a major pain in the heart.

Now would be a good time for me to learn how to hurl a thunderbolt at those two countries..............................

Jul. 4th, 2009

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Because that's what people do. they leap and hope to God they can fly! Because otherwise, we will just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down "why in the hell did I jump?" But here I am falling. And there's only one person that makes me feel like I can fly... That's you.


Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away

Jul. 3rd, 2009

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It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to ya
I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh, it's like

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,

Oh, it's like

Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind, oh

It's like trying to turn around on a
One way street. I can't give
You what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

Theory Of A Deadman
Not Meant To Be

It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad
And I, can't change your mind, oh

It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I,
I finally see,
Baby we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward,
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe we're not meant to be








Jul. 1st, 2009

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Will you be with someone who loves you the most, or somebody whom you love the most?

Will you be with someone who treats you like you are the most precious thing in the world, or someone who loves you but treats you like just another person?


 

I don’t know what to do.

I just hate being taken for granted, further or in the alternative I hate feeling like I’m being taken for granted.

 

Its such a bloody painful misery.


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